I know you know everything that happened while I was up with my family. Not my best time. Should have figured considering how I felt the year before that. I'm starting to think that just having the distance is actually better. Maybe.
Here's the thing tho. I did want you to be there because of them coming at me all at once. You wouldn't of been in the room but you would have been there after which I would have appreciated to have someone on my side about this subject. Just wished they'd be a bit more supportive and understanding then acting like they know it all and know exactly what I should do.
But coming home yesterday and you were so excited to see me. I'm not sure what to think of that. It was nice to see the boys so happy to see you .. that was cute. Just I feel like I'm pretty sure you were just fine with me gone and you were putting on this persona that you missed me. That you actually missed me.
I know you say that your going to get my trust back and your going to show me, but you've said that before. Not sure anymore. How many chances are too many chances ?? It just would have been nice to believe that you missed me.
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