Vaca

So am I excited for vaca I'm super excited! I am ready to lay back and relax and not have anything going on.

You keep promising that things are different and only time will tell ... it hasn't told much as of now. I don't trust you. I wished I did but you took too much from me for me to exactly believe.. I want to but I'm holding myself back .. I am not sure why I have given you so many passes yet I have.. I did what I did. I have to hold to that. And I will take it.

I hope that this weekend goes well, that we will go well, I hope so. I shake my head back and forth on if it actually will happen.. I guess.. time will tell. Just how much time do I give is the question. ?!