Well, I made my choice. I chose to give up fighting against Ed. I chose that before things (eventho we still had issues) were better then they are now.
I chose to give up on therapy, because it costs money and it's getting us no where. Mainly because there's no work going into it.
I am upset with you. I'm trying and you just think that 'being' is enough. I don't know why you think that just because you got someone to fall in love with you that that would be enough.
It's really annoying that you always say that your going to do things.. your going to change and yet it's the same thing every time. You want one thing but then don't do the other.
And you always seem like your annoyed with me. You say you don't mind me talking and yet you always seem like you just wished I would just shut up! I just don't know what to do anymore. *shrugs*
But I made the choice to put 'me' aside so I can concentrate again on everything else. Guess we'll see.
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