OMGosh!!

You wonder why I get upset?? You really have to wonder that? You can't look back and see?

So today, well first let me back it up to last night when your snoring and kicking me, and I was actually feeling well that I thought I could sleep. I would just about fall asleep and you'd do something.

Then this morning, first you wake up late for work, that was the reason why you called in, not because you didn't have anything to do for work. And I can guarantee that you completely forgot that you were to print off tickets for Brayds flight .. that's a given! Let's keep going. The one thing I hate in the mornings, is screaming and yelling, but no, not you .. you could careless and figure let's see how long I can get the kids to scream.. Sounds FUN!! NOT!

I get ready because I have errands to run and you then ask why I'm getting ready, then to ask where I was going. Umm.. hello you were sitting right there last night while I was having the discussion with the kids on what to eat for dinner and said I would have to go to the store then. 

Best part is .. you have to go with. First, I'll start with you continued to pick on the kids, in which I'm not messing around. I want to get my shit done and back. I have other things to do as well. Second, every time we go all together to the store, my kids do not act the same as they do when you are with.
(just like I complained all those times about how they behaved in church differently with me alone then with you there as well. I always got compliments on how well behaved they were compared to how many compliments I got when you were along).

Anyways, then we get home and they ask for PB&J. What do you do?? Open up a bag of chips and start eating. You get the bread down which, then we needed to pull out another loaf, so I do that. Put it up on the stove. And you are just busy shoving your mouth full of chips. Nice!

So when I get pissed and decide that I'll just make the other two sandwiches, you said that I just pushed you out of the way. A.. no I didn't. You said I grabbed the bread right off the counter in front of you. I said it was on the damn stove, and you ya whatever. It's like don't go there you fucking idiot! That's just making you look more and more stupid.

Your like your on edge. Umm.. no shit. Because of your damn ass taking a day off for no damn good reason other then to be in my way and drive me frickin crazy!

My routines in the days when your at work, they work really well. And I've gotten to the point where I don't even care if you sleep in anymore, because you just ruin my routines. I don't know why I ever thought that you could help with the kids in the mornings because now I'm finding myself to be delusional.

Why can't you just grow the f*** up and finally start acting like a 35 yr old man and not a 8 yr old boy (maybe even younger). It's ridiculous!!!