Why?

The one thing I really asked you of last night was to hold me while I cried. I needed to cry and I needed you there to hold me to say that everything is going to be fine. Instead, you just roll over and go to sleep. :/

I didn't think that was much to ask for .. to want for .. to help me. I'm terribly sad and you don't even notice. So when you say you care, how?? How do you care, you don't know you don't listen to me.. you have no idea what's going on.

Just sucks that a time that I really wanted you to just be there.. well you weren't. And say sorry all you want but guess what .. you weren't there. Can't take it back. Can't take back a lot of things.

Now I just wonder what to do today.