Why?

The one thing I really asked you of last night was to hold me while I cried. I needed to cry and I needed you there to hold me to say that everything is going to be fine. Instead, you just roll over and go to sleep. :/

I didn't think that was much to ask for .. to want for .. to help me. I'm terribly sad and you don't even notice. So when you say you care, how?? How do you care, you don't know you don't listen to me.. you have no idea what's going on.

Just sucks that a time that I really wanted you to just be there.. well you weren't. And say sorry all you want but guess what .. you weren't there. Can't take it back. Can't take back a lot of things.

Now I just wonder what to do today. 

Not Surprised

Haven't bothered with this.. so I noticed. Eventho I asked you about it. Eventho I told you how important it was to me, you never fail me on that.

Yes you had been helping out more around the house. When I was sick. Or not really being able to do it because it hurt. But now, you've already started to go back exactly how you were. You don't help out and I'm just alone. Sure your working late this week for until however long, but you did start this before then.

So, I don't know maybe I should just give up :/