I was searching for Zae's billfold when I ran across this note that I had. I honestly don't remember giving it to you, but I pretty sure I had at one time when I was upset with you. So here's the list:
- you will help out more
- be more aware of how you talk to me
- telling me that I have the problem I need to fix me'
- me always having to pick up after you
- you constantly taking my things
- I'm the one responsible for the money yet you can spend it how you want, but as soon as I do it's question question question
- helping with the kids
- bringing home a list that I was supposed to go thru to get us closer together and you basically refusing to do any of it because we haven't done any of it. Oh except the walk.. once!
- helping out when it comes to what to cook (suggestions and what not)
The other parts I have on the list are you always saying it's my fault that we fight. And then reading that I wrote how you still push me and say things to get me going because you can. You know that I would be the one going back in a heart beat and you have that advantage. And you used it to your fullest ability too.
Thing about this is it wasn't even a yr ago. That's not long enough for me to forgive you for all of what happened and what's continuing to happen. I can't stand how you do something and your supposed to get a 'that-a-boy' type of response when I do the same thing I don't get a thank you. It's just expected of me. Funny that now I'm almost associating this with the sports and how the parents always want to get their kids trophies. Same thing with you isn't it. You need to be told good job or thank you when you don't bother to do the same to someone else. You always have your hand out and it's not to help someone else up. Specially not me. Your wife. The one that you referred to as an angle that came into your life. The one that gave birth to your children. But who am I .. right? Just another bag of garbage on the side of the street.
